The Deep of the Sound
BR, March 30th with Susan
*4,5 Until… stars*
Pheeeuw. This was hard to read.
The whole time I was thinking how impossible it was for Cal to escape from all of his responsibilities.
Six years, after his parents death he’s been taking care of his Uncle Nascha who’s diagnosed with Alzheimer’s and his younger brother Keir. Keir suffers from ADHD, Asperger’s and some other mental issues.
And it’s been hard for Cal. Working two jobs to be able to pay for medicines for his family. It’s taking its toll. Afraid he won’t be able one day to take care of his family, to be able to stop Keir from hurting someone so that all was in vain and they would be forced to live in these dreadful facilities.
And then he meets Avery. He falls in love but another person needing him.. He’s convinced he’ll scare Avery off, convinced Avery will see the monster he really is. Can they make it work?
Yeah they can
“Until we can’t.”
The way the book ended was really the only way is could end.
I read the whole book with a heavy heart. My heart was going out for these boys. They deserved so much happiness. And until the end I hadn’t shed a tear. Until….
”You could not to this much longer. It was killing you. I’ve loved the time I’ve lived with you and Keir, and watching you struggle, no man could doubt he was loved.
But if we loved you, we had to let you go."
Cal was breaking my heart!
Who was he without his burdens? Who was he without his family? How could he help Avery when he couldn’t help himself?
Cal and Avery get their HEA but boy did they had to work for it!!
